Well at this moment it's not the most fun. My apartment is mostly rearranged and all the pictures have been taken down. It was hard to box up the pictures and the memories. Yes, I know, I will always have the memories, but to think that I took 3 years and put it into a box just is very hard for me. Three years into one box? It also seems very final to me. Not that I didn't know it was over, but this was kind of the last thing that I needed to do to make the apartment "mine." So needless to say this weekend has been tough on me. Luckily a friend I hadn't heard from in a while happened to call last night and it was exactly what I needed. I just love when that happens. She was able to get me to laugh and we ended up talking for 2 hours!!! By then it was time for bed and it seemed as though time flew by. I had a hard time sleeping last night and I had been able to sleep better lately so I was frustrated with that. It all comes in time though I guess.
I appreciate those of you who continue to stop by even though I haven't been good about posting. I often begin to write posts and then just don't have it in me and stop. So know that I think of you all often as well! I still read most of your blogs and sometimes, if you're lucky, you get a comment from me as well :-)
School starts again on the 22nd and I'm looking forward to that as it will give me something else to keep me busy. So I am keeping my fingers crossed that 2007 will only continue to get better. I hope you are all having a wonderful January.
6 comments:
I wish you were here and able to celebrate with us today! Everyone is on their way up with Dr. Goofy Girl in tow!
I'm so excited that you posted again! I know how hard it is to take down the pictures. I had similar feelings when I was moving out after my divorce. Just try to take a deep breath and remember that your pain is temporary.
I'm praying that 2007 will be a wonderful year for you!
I'm sorry that you're having such a rough time right now. I hope things get better soon!
I'm sure it was tough for you to sleep cause you had boxed up those memories. Taking a final step like that is necessary, but makes you think about things that are sometimes not good to think about!
Hang in there...2007 WILL be a good year :-)
I think it's awesome you had enough strength to put all that stuff away - I can't imagine how hard that would be! You should give yourself a pat on the back for that :) I hope you have an extra special week to make up for the weekend.
It breaks my heart to think of what you are going through. I wish I lived closer so we could resume Thursday night TV and just be random together. Hang in there woman, you are amazing!
-Joce
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