Well, it's been quite a weekend. Friday my parents came down to visit and that was really nice. We went out to lunch with some family on a lake. It was really nice to see my mom's cousin and to hang out by a lake! Then we went to target and got some more stuff for my apartment. We came back here and hung some new decorations. I have taken down the last of the things that my ex had given me. That was harder than I thought. I was upset at myself that I broke down after 7 months (I can't believe it's been that long!), but it had to be done. The walls look nice with the new things I got. I will post pictures soon (hopefully if you want to see them!)
Then Saturday I had class from 9-4 (that really should be illegal). I was bored Saturday night. I slept until 11:30 this morning and then got on with my day. I made some cookies and watched some movies. I didn't have too much motivation.
I have my screen saver on my computer set to show my pictures. Well, I hadn't cleared out my pictures yet and was sick of seeing my ex when I would go by my computer. Seeing as I was already drained, I figured I would do that tonight. So I went through and deleted all the pictures that had my ex in them. That was definitely harder than I thought. It's hard to delete those memories, even if it's just from my computer. I got through it though and now I don't have to worry about coming in the computer room and seeing his face on the screen. I'm hoping that helps!
Well, I am off to bed. It's up early tomorrow for me with the start of a very long week. I am going to visit my parents this weekend though so hopefully that will help me get through the week (I miss my puppies!!!!) I also have a quiz in my Saturday class that I need to study for this week. Wish me luck.
Oh and I didn't win the prize of the earphones. Who wants to volunteer to buy them for me? :)
Any big plans this week????
I think that taking those photos off my computer would be the first thing I'd do. I'm sure it will help tremendously!
ReplyDeleteI think it's really hard to clean house, just reminds you of everything. Good for you though!
ReplyDeleteNothing big this week, just trying to get enough sleep :D
You know what, I betcha that WILL help!
ReplyDeleteI have not been able to get rid of memories in that way. Both of my serious relationships (there have been 2 if you exclude the one from high school) have ended amicably. I mean... I may have been hurt and SUPER sad... even angry. But I didn't feel like I wanted to purge myself of the good times.
ReplyDeleteNow some things-- things without sentimental value that I was given, those can leave. But things that still hold a lot of value, I keep. In a box, but I keep. I guess everyone deals differently. Then again, I am still not over him so maybe I could be doing better.